The Alpha FEMALE

She turned around as she head him get into the car. Emily sighed and hugged her arms as if trying to keep some sort of blockade between her and the male.
"It was hardly something I will consider," she got in the car, "as one of my top five nights." She strapped herself in and kept her arms crossed. Breaking Benjamin was playing she closed her sea blue eyes. She shrank in the seat let her gold curls veil her from the male. Males made her uncomfortable when they looked... human. She felt better around animals. Even were's in their animal form. Human looking people made her antsy.

The music was nice. She used to love the band when she had been... normal. She kept her eyes closed so she wouldn't have to look at the male. Then he spoke to her. Asked her about... that night. Her sweet doll-like face became pained. But she wanted to talk to someone about it.
"It... It was like a nightmare," she whispered, "I had friends, but they weren't the most... caring people in the whole world. They always talked me into doing things. Like camping in a part of the forest no one was suppose to camp in... on full moons." She swallowed hard. "They left me... all alone... I got scared... Didn't know which was out... So I ran..." her voice became subdued as if she was now there in the past, "Then... it was following me... Tackled me... Bit me... Was going to kill me... Until the gunshots started." She opened her eyes. They were a deep blue and full of fear. She was silent after that.

Emily listened to him explain the way some were liked to hunt. It made sense but... it still made her feel all cold and shaky whenever she thought about it.
'You're no lesser of a person then when you were completely human, you just have now the capability to defend your self more.'
Emily couldn't help but laugh a little. If she had been born an animal she would already be dead.
"I can't defend myself at all," she murmured, "When I change... I have the personality of a house cat... or so a few have said." She shivered and rubbed her arms. She finally did look at the the male.
"You were a leader?" she asked softly, "Like an alpha?" She had met a few alphas before, but they had never been very... kind. She hugged herself tighter.

He smiled slightly at the comment of use to being a alpha entertaining the though of leaving. 'Not was am, I am the leader of the Nephilim pack the biggest pack along side the Night Hunters.' As he was cut off intraffic he stuck his head out and yelled at the person just as any one else would. 'Crazy people........... Survival intants are interesting things, when it comes down to it they choose between flight and fight and well if flights cut out the fight it is. Somes most violent moments.' He turned them into a large hotel building moving below ground to the parking.

Emily winced. "I... I'm sorry," she murmured, blushing a bit from the mistake. She didn't talk to people much anymore. Her mistake must of offended him. When he yelled out the window she winced away. It had been along time since that level of noise had been so close. Emily was like an abandoned and skittish animal more than a human.
"Only 'fight or flight' doesn't always work in for me" she murmured, her face unreadable for once. A small golden smile brushed her face. As he pulled into the hotel's parking lot Emily let herself relax a bit. Her arms rested on either side and she sat up straight.

"Brother ill be right back" I told him and i started to walk out. Then i saw the man Atra pick up[ another girl. She smelt like me and i gave a low growl. I decided to be a hassle and i asked Atra "So is this just your job to pick up us and help... oh your a turned" I asked her suprised. She didn't look like a hunter at all. I sighed shaking my head. "If people stop being idots..." I started talking about how wolfs turn humans then leave them to die.

"So alpha what are we to do" I asked her grabbing Ferias hand and pulling her in front of our alpha.

Emily blushed a bit at remberence of her mistake. Moving a can, even by accident... If she had been prey should would be dead. 'Fight".... instead of 'flight'.... The thought scared her. It had happened once. She couldn't remember much. It was something to terrible for her to recall. she barely heard them all talk. When she looked up at them as they stopped talking her eyes were a perfect Caribbean sea blue. Her golden ringlets bounced as she looked away again, keeping her doll-like face away from them.
"My name..." she murmured, struggling to remember, "Is... Emily. Emily..." What had she changed it to? "Emily Force."

Emily winced at the question. She closed her eyes. "I... have not talked to... my kind... in awhile," she struggled, "Normally... I invoke... aggression..." She tried to stay away. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all. She wished she could just disappear.

Emily blushed at the thought. She shook her head violently and pressed her hands over her ears.
"I don't want to remember!" she cried, "Please! Don't make me!" With her hands up her long sleeves fell down, allowing the scars to peek out.

[color=violet]I looked up suprised that the girl was flipping. then atra helped her and i relaxed. "ok" I said at his idea of tea and my brother.color]

Emily shook, wanting to run away from the male's touch. She knew he was not like the others but it still made her remember. She hated remembering. Ever since she had turned into... this she had been living in a nightmare. When she slipped her hands out of his touch she hugged her arms once more, reconstructing the barrier in between her and them. The broken doll around, as if making sure there was no one else around. Instinct. Re-hiding her hands with her sleeves she hugged herself tightly. A shower. A shower. Right now that was what she wanted. Just thinking about... it... made her feel so dirty and disgusting.

"We... are going inside?" she asked hopefully. She rubbed her arms and shivered. She glanced up at the male and looked back down.